"I must be dreaming again"

I have these perceptions in my mind about how things will pan out.
Except things never turn out the way I think they will.
So, either my perceptions are wrong... Or the world.
I vote the world.

I have always had a hard time expressing my feelings to people, that's just who I am. I have a hard time telling people that they have hurt me or have really pissed me off. I can barely cry without laughing, just to ease the seriousness.
So, my personal skills are lacking but... I don't understand how other people can be so oblivious to other people and how they feel. I care a lot about the people that are close to me and to see them upset makes me upset as well. And it hurts me because I can't fix it.

I wish I could that I don't care about anyone. But I can't.

I might not ever tell you how much you pissed me off, I will probably just let it slide. Maybe next time you hurt me, I'll let you know. Maybe not. But for now,

YOU HURT ME.